flaming.within.your.soul

zombieMODE

2006-06-13T02:25:00.000+08:00

WAHHS!!

i hate this,

this totally stinks!

it's 2:26am in the

MORNING!!

and i am FULLYAWAKE!

listening to rockMUSIC!

what is this?!

i totally can't sleep

AT ALL!!

i tried to force

myself into peaceful slumber

unfortunately it didn't work.

must be too much of

princeOFtennis.

this ain't a joke man.

not funny at all!!

NYA NYA!!

wahlau . . .

today at 8am got band prac,

you think i can make it?

i think i will fall asleep

can't really blame me.

i tried everything

just to sleep...

listen to peaceful music,

bang my head against the pillow,

curl myself up in bed,

make myself feel comfortable,

draw anime,

even practice with

my drum sticks!!

BUT IT AIN'T WORKING!

i am officially suffering from

INSOMIA!!

bad or good news?

BAD DUH!!

i can't focus anymore.

i can't play

basketball,

tennis,

computer,

xbox,

squash,

most of all...

i can't watch tv,

can't watch POT,

can't be ME!!

pppssshhhh.

this totally stinks

if only i could take

sleeping pills..

but my house don't have

unless i risk drinking WINE!

yar riight.

maybe just maybe

i could.....

i'm out of ideas.

anybody who reads this post

PLEASE oh PLEASE

tell me what i can do

to make me sleep again.

hais...

just tag it on myy tagboard.

as for now,

i will watch POT...

just to kill time until

my mother wakes up

at 5am...

toodles.

kyKISKE ; myyPRINCE

HURTINGmyPRIDE

2006-06-08T16:59:00.000+08:00

~stoned for life

i have fallen into

eternal darkness.

nobody to pick me up,

nobody to guide me out.

my passion is burning out

and I am all alone . . .

his words struck me

like a sword piercing

through my fragile heart

i thought i had gotten over

that very matter which

haunts me in my dreams

unfortunately . . .

i remembered it very clearly.

three words which came

out form his very mouth

short yet hurtful,

"I HATE YOU!"

today was meant to be

a pleasant and beautiful day

but it turned out to be

a horrible and ugly day.

even the very weather

is not on my side.

it has been raining since the morning.

dampening my very spirits

which lived within me.

to think that he was enjoying

himself a few days ago,

but now he has gone MAD.

MAD at me for something

which it was not my fault.

am I too young to understand

his thinkings, his actions

and most of all his words??

I once again failed to comprehend.

Life was once blissful for me,

But now it had turned against me.

Nobody understood what is was like

when somebody says those three words

"I HATE YOU!!"

in front of your face.

Even though it happened a long time ago,

the fact that those three words were

spoken by him was undeniable.

I have never cried so much in my life before

The pain was in fact more than I could handle

I tried to push myself into self-denial,

but I found it hard to forget . . .

The very words which he spoke

which hurt my pride once and for all.

kyKISKE ; myyPRINCE

busybusybusy

2006-06-07T09:59:00.000+08:00

woos!!

yesterday was the

coolest day of my life!

hahahas.

it was really fun.

my daddy, mummy,

little brother,

elisha, glorianne,

mama and grandpa

and of course me

celebrated my big bro's

BIRTHDAY!!

little cuz and my aunty

could not make it

bec they got church camp.

anyways...

we went to cafeCARTEL

i shared with my cuz

the beef lagsana

and grilled chicken

we kept pushing

the extra food to each other.

hahahas

then we added lots of

CHEESE into the

mushroom soup...

then we ate it like that

we kept laughing!!

hahahas...

then my cuz tricked me

into eating a whole

spoonful of sauce..

oh my!!

cuzzy tricked me!!

wahhhs!!!!!!

so bad!

hahahas.

but then she ate

two spoonfuls of sauce.

HAHAHAS!

then later they came over

to my house to fellowship.

elisha played the xbox

with my two brothers.

while glorianne and i

played a bit on my com

and later watched saiyukiRELOAD.

hahahas..

then we went out

to watch the guys playing

they were laughing their

heads off LOLX.

they played starwars

my brother kept wanting

to kill elisha..

hahahas.

run elisha!!

they played until 11pm.

and they had to go..

take bus...

sorry guys..

my mother doesn't drive

and my father is at work.

SO SORRY!!

hais.. i feel so bad..

then after they went home,

i continued playing the xbox.

the game FABLE.

it rocks.

then play until 12plus,

then went to bathe.

EW. I STINK!

my elder bro then

took over...

he played HALF-LIFE.

or was it STILL-LIFE??

then he played HAUNTEDmansion.

man that game ain't scary at all!

cheat our money!!

it was a retarded game.

it has this gay running

around the mansion and

screaming like GAY!

crappy man.

hahahas.

so we slept at around

3plus in the morning.

wow!!

then i managed to

wake up at 8plus in the morning today!

PRO RIGHT?

hahas

anyways.

today wil be a busy day

oishi, ryoma and kaidoh

coming over to my house

to do geography project

then later my cousins

coming over for dinner.

then after dinner have

to rush for cellCHALET.

i have no idea where

the thing is held.

but i staying overnight

for sure..

hahahas.

hope i paired up with

isabelle at least!

hahahas.

sayonara.

myyKISKE ; myyPRINCE

goingMAD

2006-06-05T21:54:00.000+08:00

princeofTENNIS

i just can't get enough

of POT!!

ohmygosh

its like so cool.

especially . . .

SYUSUKEfuji!!

AHH!!

hahas.

granted he looks

like a girl...

but still

he is like so cool

and when he is

angry.. he looks

really really

COOL!!

i watched POT until

episode 22 liaos.

i know i know

i am very slow.

but hey!!

watching anime

slowly will make me

want to watch it more.

yepp...

i think...

-_-"

but then

i also have been

watching blackCAT

and of course...

BETTERman.

i mean..those

anime totally rocks.

i have good taste

thankYOUthankYOU

there is also

this really cool

xbox game

which my father

just bought..

it was called

FABLE.

it's quite good.

the graphics

are okkay.

i love the summoning

skills and attacks..

this game..

you can choose

to be a bad guy

or a good guy

ain't that cool?

wide range

of choices.

theives, heroes,

magicians, or just

plain EVIL!!

whatever it is

my father bought

a lot of xbox games

and we have playing

like CRAZY!!

got some is okok one

but got some which

are SUPERCOOL!!

lolx.

i think i have

gone entirely MAD.

well... sayonara

gtg le..

watching POT later.

YESS!!

myyKISKE ; myyPRINCE

DEPRESSED

2006-06-04T18:35:00.000+08:00

i don't know why

but comfirm

there is something

wrong with me

these few days.

first of all...

i isolated myself

in my room for

the whole day.

just in my room

then i didn't go

for most of the

EMERGE events

and here i am..

not attending church

like I used to...

there is definetely

something wrong.

I feel more

conservative now

i can't seem to

take on the world

now..it's like

i don't want to

face anybody in

the world...

all because of

a small phrase

which somebody

said it right in

my face...

without thinking

of how i felt...

without thinking

of what consequences

it would bring...

and of course.

i was affected by this

and my whole life

was changed...

i dunno whether

it is forever..

or will I be able

to get rid of this

feeling once and for all.

it all depended on

my will and strength.

looks like its all

going to end

sooner or later...

sighs.

PRINCEofTENNIS, BLACKcat, betterMAN dvds!!

2006-06-01T10:03:00.000+08:00

i'm so happy!!

i finally got my

hands on... ...

PRINCEofTENNIS

DVDs!!

the whole volume!

hahahas.

i also bought

the whole volume

of BLACKcat,

and my favourite

horror anime,

BETTERman.

I actually wanted

to buy this last year

but didn't...

so i remembered

to buy it this year.

BESIDES. . .

it was my parents'

money...hahas.

the betterman show

starts with this freaky girl

saying "help me"...

something like that

if i'm not wrong.

I got so freaked

out that i stopped

watching in an

instance...WOAH~

it was that scary

I still could watch

it at night.

*shivers*

if can I will upload

the videos...

hahas.

i also watched

fullmetal AGAIN!

all over again!!

how cool is that?

not COOL AT ALL!

hahahas.

black cat i haven't

start watching yet

i only watched all

the funny episodes

of princeofTENNIS

then watched the first

episode of BETTERman.

then watched the first

ep of FULLmetal.

wahh...

not systematic at all.

WAHSEH!

maybe wanna watch

the whole season of GS?

including GSD??

hahas.

that would be suicide.

i actually wanted to

buy SPIRAL.

but then it was

CHINESEsubs.

so i say FORGETit!

watched the movie

XMEN3 yesterday.

ohMY!
it rocks!

but cyclops died.

jean also died.

Professor also died.

why why why?

basically Jean had

two personalities.

the normal and the pheonix.

then the pheonix killed cyclops

and the Professor.

she almost killed

logan, but he could heal

then he said "i love you"

before killing the pheonix

AKA jean.

so she died.

wahsehwahseh.

i so heartbroken

the thing ended up like that.

but i think got xMEN4 leh.

sure come out..

because hor...

erms..

shouldn't say everything.

go and watch it yourself seh!

hahas.

logging off.

myyKISKE ; myyPRINCE

2006-05-29T14:47:00.000+08:00

whywhywhy

why am i always

the victim here?

let's start from

the very beginning.

i logged onto

msn as usual...

then so did my

friend...

then, i had to

went out of my

room to find a disc.

so i didn't hear her

talking to me on msn.

then when i came

back that time..

i saw this conversation

up on my com screen.

i read the entire thing

and i felt real

PISSED.

man.

she asked me why

i didn't send her the

song the other time.

then she said that

i was blocking her.

when i didNOT!!

the reason why i

didn't send her the mp3

was because i was busy

then i had to log off.

and i didn't tell her

that i was logging off.

then she asked me

when her blog ready.

bec i said i would

help her with her blog.

but nowadays

i very busy with stuff.

then she said she don't

need my help le.

okay lors.

if you say so.

i don't mind.

a load off my mind.

wahhs..

i also don't understand.

but nvm le bahhs.

i don't really mind.

haiszzz.

she also asked me

why i keep saying

"my", "my", "my"

for example,

"myyKISKE ; myyprince"

"myyTENNISteamSEIGAKU".

it was just a form

of expression..

hais..

nvmnvmnvm.

you can scold me

all you want.

you can curse me

all you want.

i dunno how to

continue this kind

of FRIENDship.

it's all up to you.

you start the nonsense,

you end it yourself.

i ain't helping.

i help,

if not up to standard,

i get scolded.

so..

don't help lors.

i pretend nothing

is happening.

somtimes..

i really dunno

how i make some ppl

happy then..

the other party

not happy at all.

it's like very HUH?

tsktsktsk.

okok.

MK.

sorry for not

doing your blog.

sorry for not

sending the song.

sorry for not

being the friend

you wanted me to be.

IT'S ALL MY FAULT.

really.

you are pure.

nothing wrong with you.

i am just a BAD

friend who deserve this.

i am just so

DISAPPOINTING

to be your friend.

from today onwards,

i WON'T talk to

you anymore,

so that I won't hurt

you ever again.

i am

SO SORRY.

end of story.

logging out.

myyKISKE ; myyPRINCE

HAPPY HAPPY HOLS!!

2006-05-27T12:57:00.000+08:00

yoz...

yesterday was the

lastdayofSCHOOL!!

yesyesyes!

today marks the

first day of

NOSCHOOLday.

hahahas.

but hor..

holidays very

bored when never

hang out with fwens.

so 14th JUNE

is the big tennis day!

hahas.

prepare yourself ppl

for a whole day of

tennis...i think.

seigakuseigaku.

yesterday

watched POT for the

WHOLEDAY.

very funny.

i watched until ep34.

i love syusukeFUJI.

heRAWKS.

kaidoh also quite cool.

TEZUKAistheCOOLEST.

but he never smile one.

so i love syusuke.

hahahahas.

so bias. XD.

today meeting in church.

next week is EMERGE.

i think. should be.

so excited.

must cheer hj&jt.

they playing soccer.

as ususal.

typical boys behaviour.

LOLX.

my cuzzy pangseh-ing

me soon..

she go JAPAN and

leave me all alone.

sniff sniff sniff.

hahahas..

but actually i

pangseh her a lot

of times liao..

so i gotta make it

up to her...

SORRYCUZ!

dunno why

today very happy.

hmmm...

bec it's holiday??

nah. not only that.

i dunno what is the

other thing...

HMMM....

maybe i try

to remember another time.

LOLX.

sayonara.

myyKISKE ; myyPRINCE

YAY!! COMfixLIAO

2006-05-23T23:36:00.000+08:00

OHMYGOSH!!

i wanna thank muai papa

for fixing the computer

and its better than before!!

and i also wanna thank

muai bigkorkor for

lending me his old com

while papa is reparing.

now i have better

facilities... and

its much faster

than before!!

and i can start

downloading animeEP

all over again..

LOLX.

better not.

or else com spoil again

today had prayermeeting.

it started at 5pm

and i came at 6pm...

and it ended around 7plus.

sorryFORbeingLATE

sighs...can't help it.

only jt, hj, jean

cecilia, amos & i

turned up frm myy cell.

kinda sad.

cousin pangseh.

SADD.

then later went to

coffeeSHOP

see jean, cecilia & jt

eating banMIAN.

i don't feel like eating.

then later met up wifAMOS.

then secretly eat in MRT.

OHhX.

when reach TAM

i call mommy

then mum came and

bought dinner for muai

just one packet of fries.

mMmMm.

hahahas.

then later come home

watch tv with joel

before my papa

say com fix liao.

YAY!

so now on com lors..

hehhehhheh.

sayonara...

myyKISKE ; myyPRINCE

EXAMSAREOVER!!

2006-05-10T10:08:00.000+08:00

newsflash!!

to all my

dearest

secondary2

and one peeps.

exams are

officially over!!

let our hearts sing!!

ohyea!!

hahahas.

only for mid-year

that is...

hahahas.

but anyways.

this call for a

celebration!

hallelujah!

this so totally

ROCKS

i tell you man.

this calls for

slacking

and sleeping

and more of those

slacking..

hahahs.

today

i am going

to be guai

and stay home.

spend time

with my parents

and of course

my dearest

computer!!

LOLX.

download more

LOVEHINA

episodes and

watch like never before!

then later watch

my GSD volume o3!!

hahaahs.

this is an

anime watching

day!!

errr...

yarr...

thats all i wanna

crap and talk..

hmmm

sayonara!!

myyKISKE ; myyPRINCE

examsexamsTSKTSK

2006-05-08T17:24:00.000+08:00

dude!!

i am

SICK

of exams!

even though i am almost

finished with my midyears

finished homeEC,

chinese,english,

geography&maths.

left literature

and science!!

i gotta jiayouxx.

man...

i really envy myy brother.

he got no exams at all.

can slack all day.

then somemore

his course is music.

MUSIC!!

so relaxing!!

man...

but when i got hols,

he don't have.

HAHAS!

just finished reading

chapter 4.

now reading chapter5.

dunno what heart stuff.

hahahas.

so lame seh.

wah..

must memorize

what atreries

veins,

pulmonary artery.

blahblahxx.

hope to do well for

tomorrow's science paper!

JIAYOUXX!!

gotta

MUGGHARD!!

myyKISKE ; myyPRINCE

rainraingoawaycomeagainanotherday

2006-05-07T10:14:00.000+08:00

woos,

i wanna thank

AMOS...

for sending me

a song...

which i have been

searching for so many

long days.

it was "depend on you"

by ayumi hamasaki.

and I finally got it.

yesterday was ahem*

quite a wet day.

it rained cats and dogs

at night.

then i called

me mommy

to fetch me from

tampines interchange.

i went home straight

after service

so i didn't go out

for dinner with myy CG.

my mommy came 15min

later with umbrellas

and she bought me

dinner at the same time.

macdonalds.

yumYUM.

then we had to walk home.

i kept stepping into puddles.

ohMAN!!

then my trousers

were soaking wet.

crapman...

my shoes were wet as well.

crapcrapcrap.

hahas.

the moment i reached home,

i quickly go and bathe.

phew.

it felt great.

then i had a feast.

i watched treasure planet

while eating macs.

wwooww.

hahahas.

then i slept at 10.30pm.

zZzZz

and woke up at 8pm..

zZzZz.

now slacking.

yay!

hehehes.

logging off.

sayonaraminnasan!

myyKISKE ; myyPRINCE

CGrawks!! brotherERICjoinliao!!yay((:

2006-05-05T23:07:00.000+08:00

hallelujah to kiske who had

created his new bloggy...

today had cell group again.

went with cuzzies.

prayer meeting as usual.

yay.

keane brought his

tennis racket as said.

yes.

then hj surprised i

taking tennis as hobby.

hahas.

eric was there too.

he staying in my cell

forever!!

yayyay.

then hj totally forgot

about my bs...

so sadistic..

hahas.

jkjk.

we played

"heibaipei"

for games today.

but we don't use finger

point here there.

we move bodies de.

then daniel demo

veryy funny...

hahas.

keane pro.

win a lot.

then jt also.

not bad.

then my turn.

i actually managed

to survive.

but i got some faults

then got red card.

wahsehxx.

hahas.

then today testimony,

i shared about homeec results.

LOLX. XD

everybody surprised.

then it was praise and worship!!

WOOS~

angie gave a great surmon

before we ended off with

an altar-call.

then after offering,

we had annoucements

before fellowshipping.

jt went off first

becos got family gathering.

shoSWEET. :))

daniel asked me

how was school.

everything's kkies worhx.

hahas.

then when cuzzy went off.

i didn'tknow.

i still at cecilia's house.

wah. x_x

then liyun say

glorianne go liao

so i went off too.

with myy brother.

then i brought home

keane's tennis racket.

the way i hold look

like some professional.

my brother got play.

then he say he damn pro.

yarRIIGHT lahs.

dunno whether

jt want to challenge anot.

if want then tell me lars.

make me wait like

some crazy woman.

hahas...

life rocks when

you are here.

myykyKISKE ; myyPRINCE

myWORLDisstillSPINING

2006-05-04T15:41:00.000+08:00

heya peeps...

wahh.. today really tired.

first thing...

i had to go sch myself.

then i missed the early bus.

thank God bus still got space.

then had to climb 5 storeys...

sweating like mad seh.

then today also very swuay.

but dun wanna say what.

very embarrassing.

exams coming liao.

but haven't study yet.

x_X

gotta mug until late at night.

i veryy scared for science.

wahlauwahlauwahlau.

hahahas...

today thursday.

tomorrow friday.

SLACK SEH!!

hahahas.

going to watch loveHINA

in JAP!!

hahahas..

but hor,

mummy sure scold.

becos she dislike jap man.

becos hor.

got one jap guy pissed her off.

she say that guy really selfish.

he is the tenant of myy old house.

then he wanted to renovate da toilet

but want myy mother to pay.

so unfiar lahs!!

wahlau.

want to renovate pay yourself seh!!

my mother so pissed

she almost shouted at him.

so stupid seh that guy.

LOLX.

i had never seen my mother

so pissed off with somebody before.

can't blame her lahs..

my mother very stressed le.

becos my younger brother

da exams so near

then he not that smart,

then he very playful

so she very stressed out.

me??

i very guai...

never give her problems..

LOLX.

my elder brother in poly

nothing to study

becos he in music course.

just study music??

hahas...

he also very independant.

can self-study lahs..

no need to worry..

so all is left is my youngbro.

some more he next year PSLE.

hahas..

then he very slow learner.

hais.. tsktsk. ^-^

logging off...

sayonara minnasan!!

seigakuTEAMfightfight

fightfightfightfightfight

todayNOchinese&english!!

2006-05-02T16:24:00.000+08:00

I am so happy that today had

no chinese or english!!

hiphiphorray!!

hahas...i am so evil...

chinese & english finished liao.

so happy...

now left is science, geog, lit and maths.

maths gotta ask my brother teach me.

he maths pro..

x_X

help me seh!

i very scared for science.

because i never listen during class.

o_O

opps..

just said it out LOUD.

hahas..

yarr...

contacted kiske today...

we solved our problem!

yay...

told him everything.

he said, "kkays..."

then I was like, "err..."

then he was like, "eh..."

very funny...hahas

all in all.

i gave him a 2nd chance.

yay for him..

he better make it up

by treating me to lunch!!

hahas..

oh i wanna go liao.

sayonara minnasan!!

myDARLINGXX

2006-05-01T09:22:00.000+08:00

i am so dead tired.
yesterday...
i stayed up so late
just to watch gundamSEED
with my brother.
his friend lend him the
entire series...
woah, so generous.
we watched about 20 episodes.
and slept in quite late.
all thanks to him.
he said he wanted to continue at 2am
slap him ah...
lolx.
i love episode 23.
when cagalli first met athrun.
and my brother love the ep
when mullaFRAGA kissed captain rumius.
It was so sweet!! hahas
he repeated that scene again and again
until i was sianxx of him...
hahas...
then today i woke up quite early
to go jogging...
with my mummy & youngbro.
then when we came back,
joshua is still sleeping...
slap him then he know.
hahas...
but i got to admit that
gundam seed ain't that bad.
but both my brother and i
prefer GSD better.
because they use 3D graphics.
it looks nicer and
the storyline is much
exciting!!
yepp...
hahahs...
oh yarr...
i wanna buy finish the GSD volume
then later buy princeofTENNIS.
then can...
oh yarr...
still got my GGX collection!!
yay!!
i have been saving up okay?
hahas...
my youngbro helping me
by chipping in as well.
he also wants the GGX collection.
so must help...yepp...
anyways..
gtg now...
loggin off.!!
SAYONARA!!

liking my tennisTEAM

2006-04-30T14:02:00.000+08:00

It's been a long time since I last posted.
lots of things had happened since then.
cell group had grew.
church had grew.
many cool and some uncool.
broke up with friends, but
had made up liao...
made lots of new friends.
now I am no more L...
i am shusukeFUJI ..
from prince of tennis.
currently using my brother's com.
the old computer.
he had no use of this...
since he already had his new labtop.
its cool and everything.
hahas.
i had already finalised my tennis team.
check it out!!
jasper - tezuka (captain)
jasmine - oishi (vice-cap)
eunice - kikumaru
adeline - ryoma
wenxin - kaidoh
chong rui - kawamura
pamela - momoshiro
me - fuji
xiang yang - inui

ain't we cool??
jasper is our team captain.
will he bring us to victory..
or will he bring us downfall??
lolx..i sound so evil... =P
we are going to practice
on 14th of June.

jessica lim - Yuuta (fuji's younger brother)
jessica Ng - sensei
rachel yeo - rachel (fuji younger sister.)LOLX

we are trainingat Yuuta's house.
our team name is SEIGAKU TEAM!!
woos! we are going to fight!! YAY!
hahas... anyways..
everything had been finalised.
everyone agreed to their posts...
we managed to fill up all the characters...
and we have no more space for more characters..
sorry for those who wanna join our team.
no more space liao!!! hahas
anyways...gtg now...
byes!!!!!!!!!!!!!

N155 will rock forever!!

2006-03-31T22:39:00.000+08:00

heya peeps!!
today we had cell again!!
yay!! woos!!
it started with a downpour.
i was running late..
and i had to carry an umbrella.
hj called me to make
sure i was carrying one...
lolx...
i was just in time for
prayer meeting!
alrighty then!!
lolx...
alright man!!
we played murderer today
for games...
i kena murderer 2 times leh!!
pro hor??
the first time..
jt knew i was the murderer...
then the 2nd time...
he didn't know...
yes!! it's even!!
hahas...
then praise and worship
was awesome as well!!
hahas...
i could feel the presence..
and not long...
i dunno why...
i started to cry...
seriously dunno why...
lolx...
then after that...
angie gave a really
great surmon...
it was about healing...
tomorrow pastor
robert will be coming
to my church to preach
about healing...
lolx...so cool right??

we went to KFC for dunner...
jt help me buy cheesy fries..
better pay him back tomolo..
everybody was fellowshipping sia..
so cool...
and once again...
daniel got "suan" AGAIN...
wahseh..lolx..
but he very good lahs..
never take it to heart...
then later went back home
with my brother...
yay yay yay...
well then... sayonara!!

join band le!! woos!!

2006-03-28T15:58:00.000+08:00

another typical day
in school...
sighs... BOR-ED seh.
today couldn't go PE.
felt like vomitting...
i almost freaked out sia...
i think today the subjects
all really 'heavy' de...
damn boring lahs...
wahhs...
lolx...
then hor...
i join band le...
bec i quit ps...
so now trying for band.
the teacher real nice
jus talked to her after sch.
very happy...
she accepted me...
or else i am a
wanderingSOUL seh.
i think today myy bro
first performance...
in shss i guess...
if i'm not wrong...
jiayouxx hor...
mustardSEEDs.
maybe i transfer
to shss...
lolx...then like that
can see myy cuzzy
every single day...
then everyday
can like sleep until 6.30plus.
i am so cunning seh...
lolx...
thankGOD
today no raining...
or else die...
bec did not bring
UMBRELLA...
myy bag so heavy
bring umbrella
like bringing gold...
lolx..

anyways...gtg le..
wanna sleep...
yay... lolx...
sayonaraminnasan!!

song: allRISE
artiste: BLUE

nobodyLIKESyou
forBEINGa
STUCKup

crapping now

2006-03-24T17:04:00.000+08:00

harlo ppl!!
kkies...
i finally transferred some
more pictures frm
myy handphone
to myy computer
yep..
got a lot....
com cannot take it liao
one of them myy favy de...
lolx..it's one of mee drawings!!
TAHDAH!!

oh yar...
my bro got his laptop liao
so cool lors...
apple brand de..
damn ex...
then somemore got
remote control de.
wah...
so high tech...
lolx...
so good lors...
i want myy laptop too!!
lolx...i also want apple
apple rawks
for those who dunno
what i talking
then...
TOOBAD!!
harharhar....
wah..i like
my bro the band pic...
it's really cool...
all his band members
cool cool one...lolx

the center one is myy bro!!
the red shirt one (left) is abel yap
then the green lady's bad (right) is elisha!!
toldya it looks like a lady's bad...
lolx...it's quite small
i also dunno why...
but never mind...
lolx...
their band is 'mustardSEEDS'
such a cool name...
lolx...anyways...
gtg le...buai buai!!

nobodyLIKESyou
forBEINGa
STUCKup

some teachers are just lower than dirt

2006-03-22T16:33:00.000+08:00

Hello ppl

i don't know why

but i very SIAN-ed today.

more than any other days.

i very stressed liao.

then also quite depressed.

it stinks at AHS.

especially that stupid

CCA teacher.

he thinks he so wei-da

just bec he takes care of the

overall CCAs...

but i think he is a pile of crap.

suan me until like shit.

i don't care sia.

i feel like slapping him.

he don't deserve any respect at all lors.

scold me and scold me

without listening to my whole story.

he SUCKs

sucks big time.

there's only one thing i have to say to him.

"nobodyLIKESyou

forBEINGa

STUCKup"

&...

"youSUCK

liketheFIERYhell

wayBELOW...

youareLOWER

thanDIRT,

youPILEofCRAP!!"

2 BS in a row!! I rawk!!

2006-03-19T10:53:00.000+08:00

check it out ppl.
2 BS in a row...
lolx..
okkay...
it's cool...
first BS was with jt.
2nd BS was given by hj.
yesterday was a RUSHday.
i went to school
before rushing to meet
up with jt for BS.
then after BS
was service.
DUH.
service was cool.
then after service...
we went for dinner.
i was supposed to go home liao.
but hj say he giving me BS.
so i stayed.
it was the mostAWESOME bs.
i don't know why...
but it seemed that hj, keane and i
were much closer than before.
the first time he gave keane and i BS
was really quiet.
but now,
we were sharing a lot.
it felt much better.
lolx.

hj joked a lot.
more than before.
lolx.
i also joked a lot.
also dunno why that day
crappingaLOT.
lolx.
but anyways.
it doesn't hurt
to fellowship more.
elisha's bag was SUPERnice.
this is not my cuzzy but
one of my bro's friend.
he was carrying a handbag.
not really a handbag.
but i knew it was for girls.
it was shocking.
but it looked good on him.
he was tall mahs...
then got some time
when he would ACTgay...
lolx.
i was laughing all the way
in the train lahs.
but i know he not gay lahs.
there'sNOWAY
he's gay....
lolx.
my cuzzy elisha
got a shock...
i told elisha to follow elisha.
he was like, "NOWAY!!"
lolx.

my sisTAH came this morning.
to do this project lahs.
then we were crapping
and joking all the way.
lolx.
now she is in church.
she just sms-ed me saying
she reached safe and sound.
lolx.
i very scared she lost.
lolx.

guess what??
i finished my new collection
of the mythical detective LOKI.
the first season only.
i am going to buy the 2nd season today.
WOOS!!
here i come LOKI!!
it's damn funny lors...
i also hope saiyukiRELOAD
come out 6th volume.
i have been waiting for quite some time.
lolx

gtg le...
sayonara minnasan!!

listening: thereIS
by: hoshiSOUICHIROU & hirataHIROAKI

nobodyLIKESyou
forBEINGa
STUCKup

new dvd recorder and a new eletro guitar

2006-03-13T15:57:00.000+08:00

hello ppls.
back again.
well.
there ain't anything to
talk about today.
except for the fact that
my bro got a new electroGUITAR.
it looks real nice.
well.
he has been practicing
and his band is complete
and soon,
they are going to perform.
for me.
i found the ppl i need.
but it's that.
they are always busy here
busy there.
so never mind.
got a new dvd recorder installed into my com.
it's black.
which matched the colour
of my BLACK com.
lolx.

well...i wanna go le.
so bored.
sayonara!!
song: shiningTEARS & hikariNOsilhouette
sungBY: houshiSUICHIROU

nobodyLIKESyou
forBEINGa
STUCKup

2006-03-12T10:03:00.000+08:00

heya. i'm back.
yep. didn't go church.
well, that's bec
i am coughing
really bad
until i can't talk properly.
my voice is hoarse.
my gosh.
but yesterday
i got watch the svc frm
the internet.
it was cool.
it's just that
it keeps buffering.
life telecast mahs..
can't blame it.

it was... ...
friendshipconnection
week.
it would go on until next week,
today had to postpone
myy project,
like i said,
i was sick...
lolx.
just ate myy breakfast.
which was just one bread.
but the taste was...
EXTRAordinary.
it wasn't normal
chocolate spread.
it was definetely something
much more...
MmMmMmMm.
delicious...
yum.
lolx...
so anyways.
gtg now...
sayonara.

nobodyLIKESyou
forBEINGa
STUCKup

sick of ppl bossing me around...

2006-03-11T12:33:00.000+08:00

hello. peeps, me again.
won't be going church again.
still sick-ed.
sort of quarrel with hj
just now.
he was like
forcing me to go to church
tomorrow.
i already met up
with my sistah to do project
then he was like
you know your priorities.
i was like.
i did not go to sch for 2days!!
my hw and hols assignments
are piling up.
my sistah and my schedule
are freaking tight.
that we have to squeeze time out.
then he was like
you want to compare with mine?
see who is more tighter.

wah. he seriously
got guts.
it's not like i dun wanna go.
but i have to catch up.
if i don't.
i am doom for life.
then i told him i would
watch the service from internet.
he says it's not the same.
i don't care le lahs.
i mean.
this is the reason why
so many ppl in my cg backslide.
is bec those cghelpers
can't control their authourity.
i know they have e authourity
over the cell except angie.
but then
they should not overdo it.
it is pissing me off.
they are giving me a terrible headache.
i won't be surprise if i don't get well tomolo.
bec he just "mademyDAY".

nobodyLIKESyou
forBEINGa
STUCKup

weak, sicked, wanna sleep

2006-03-10T11:21:00.000+08:00

Hello people

long time no post liao

I am like so freaking sick.

i have this really

high fever

which lasted for 3days!!

man...

i am like so totally weak.

i didn't go to school

for 2days

thursday and friday.

yesterday.

i slept the whole day!!

ohmyGOSH!!

what is happening to me?
today can't go cell.

my mother say

she don't want me to

spreadTHEvirus.

oh man...

i hope i can get well soon.

lying in bed the whole day is SIANed.

anyways.

gtg now.

wanna take a short nap.

having this splitting headache.

ARGH!!

197 avatars in just half an hour.. o_O

2006-02-27T19:28:00.000+08:00

half an hour past.

and all i have is

200 avatars.

freshly saved.

i am totally crazy.

all saiyuki avatars.

funny and colourful.

chibi and cool.

all from the same webby.

aren't i pro??

i know i am.

it's just so fast.

lolx.

i think i look through

then just save

what i like.

it's just too quick.

lolx.

anyways.

i would link some

of the avatars to my bloggy.

i LOVE the goku[s] one a lot.

he is just so cute.

kawaii!! ^-^

oh yar.

i had this really weird dream

about sonGOKU

the other night.

well...

i shan't post it.

bec i would be embarrassed.

it's a really gross dream.

anyways,

i shared it with

jessica[s]

N.ear

M.ello

misaMISA

and

jasMEAN.

well...

i almost blushed.

but i didn't..

lolx..

it's just so weird lahs.

can't really imagine.

that sonGOKU would do that.

hahas.

was on the com the whole day

eyes going twirly.

head going to burst.

lolx.

tomorrow got PE.

bad day bad day.

i hate it sia.

mr.tong.

well...byebye

sanity.

i am going to go mad

tomorrow.

wish me all the best bahs.

logging off now.

shutting down now.

going offline now.

switching off com now.

kkies.

lolx.

byebyes!!

just for you...must jiayoux...

2006-02-21T21:54:00.000+08:00

stone-d.

i am stoned for life.

didn't know what to do

without you.

looking back into the

PAST.

reminded me of YOU.

why did you go away?

you seemed further

then before.

is this how it was

MEANT to be?

my heart has been crushed.

1. you left.

2. you gone.

3. you avoid.

4. you refuse

to accept the truth.

5. you are still in

my mind.

6. you are

NOT-forgotten.

7. you are

REMEMBERED.

8. you are

FORGIVEN.

9. you are

ACCEPTED.

10. you are

LOVEDbyall.

why is it you still

want to avoid me,

and the others??

it doesn't make sense.

i don't understand.

maybe i am too

IN-MATURED

to understand.

but please...

reTURN

to us.

we missed you

ALOT.

especially the

shepherd of this herd.

ppl from this herd.

should know who

i am talking about.

we may looked

like we DUNCARE.

but we CARE.

`cause you are

oneofus.

we can't let you

go like that.

it's too meaningless.

we tried to call you

BACK.

but you

turnedyourback

on us.

you have left us

BROKENhearted,

shattered into pieces.

we mended our hearts

TOgether.

but yet.

we still miss you.

-your smile which

BRIGHTENED

the whole house,

-your FIREforGOD,

-your guitar skills

-your jokesANDlaughs.

and most of all...

we missed

-your PRESENCE

in the herd.

things have CHANGED

when you left.

i tried forgetting you.

at first

i thought i was succesFUL.

but then.

i still think of you.

of how you made me

feel WELcome

on the first day in that herd.

even though it was just a while,

but the feeling is

ETERNAL.

i pray to GOD

that one day,

you will finally return to us.

and the herd will be

COMpleted...

once again...

-angie

-amos

-carissa
-cecilia

-daniel

-elisha

-glorianne

-hongjin

-jasmine

-jean

-jianxiang

-jonathan

-joshua

-keane

-liyun

-maxim

-nicholas

-vanessa

-willie

-xiaowei

we will be waiting

for your

RETURN.

we will be praying

for your

RETURN.

we won't give up on you.

NEITHER

will GOD.

jiayoux!!

N155 and E342

loves you a lot

brotherinCHRIST.

sodoesGod.

so don't give up on

yourself...

keep believing.

keep trusting.

keep having faith.

keep praying.

very sian-ed today...

2006-02-20T15:29:00.000+08:00

harlo people L here.

today i very sian.

also dunno why leh.

maybe not enough sleep.

lolx...

today my cuzzy came to my house.

yay!! hahas

then i helped her with some stuff

with her phone

then transferred some songs

to her phone as well...

hahas...

it took quite some time.

but never mind de.

today school was lame.

hahas

also dunno why i say that

but i think it's lame

first got geog test

very scared fail.

but i know i won't,

cause got God's help mahs.

then home econs we had theory.

mrs.chan was late.

first time in history.

she had to attend to some matters.

then very short time

couldn't do sewing.

but who cares anyway??

hahas.

later we had chinese

today was Near's turn to present.

it was good...hahas

then it was maths.

crap a lot during maths.

then it was science.

very shuang.

mad.eio didn't come.

woos!!

BUT...

got relief teacher...

sian-ed...

he had that gay look on his face.

then hor.

he always have this smile

on his face....

look really creepy..

my gosh..

but the good thing is..

he released us earlier than the other class.

so cool lors!!

then walk to the bus stop

with teng.hui.

then waited for quite some time

before 31 came.

always like that...

so long then come...

hahas...

logging off...

byes...

church was great!! as usual...chc rawks..

2006-02-18T23:47:00.000+08:00

hello... this is L again.

sorry for blogging 2 times a day

but i am really bored.

hahas.

anways.

service was AWESOME today.

but then hor.

i very angry lehs.

today actually got no bs

but then i went there at 3pm.

then jt told me no bs.

i told him its not the time for jokes

then jasmine said really no bs

so i believed them

then really no bs

wah

feel so extraa

but anyways

we managed to be the first few in the line

and got quite good seats.

cuzzy and ii bought slupees

so i owe her $1.60

hahas.

then later

we went back to 7-11

thanks to hj.

hais.

today jt had to wear geeky glasses

as his younger brother

accidentally broke his specs

so sad.

it looks weird on him.

but who cares?

today's surmon by pastor kong

was COOL.

it was something about

what to do to ensure you have good friends.

something like that.

let me let you on a little secret.

my uncle was actually graduated with pastor kong

in my old church.

together.

my mother says

"no wonder my brother and him

preach like each other."

it's quite cool.

imagine your aunty going to pastor kong

and he exclaimed her name

so excitedly.

it's really cool.

my aunty visited pasor kong

and he was really happy to see her.

my cuzzy's mother was happy too

to see him doing so well.

anyways

i think the surmon today

was really funny.

pastor kong did not get to sleep

as he was preparing for this surmon

and it turned out GREAT.

God really blessed him.

there was a new song today.

composed by my church.

it was nice.

i loved the phrase.

"the whole world will worship you"

sure it is simple

but the meaning is dynamic.

cool huh.

i wanna bring misa.misa to chc

and i'm sure she will love it here.

so...

i am going to do my very best for her.

i also must strengthen my relationship

with God first.

so that i can be a

GOOD TESTIMONY

to others.

i hope she will come.

so as near, jessica-s,

jia min and leon tan.y.a

everybody i mention up there

have been my target for quite some time

and i pray that

they will open their hearts

and accept my invitation...

once they have accepted Christ,

i will go forward and target

somemore people.

so that the kingdom of God

will expand like never before.

Let's break through N155!!

Let's break through Singapore

City.Harvest!!

logging off . . .

byes!!

service will be awesome...cause cell group was overwhelming...

2006-02-17T17:20:00.000+08:00

hello, this is vaney!! or just call me L...

morning people of the world

today i have decided to wake up

EXTRA early..

i know it is extra

but i am eating breakfast while typing...

now I'm listening to the

小孩不笨

the theme song.

it's very nice.

the first time i have ever

listened to a chinese song.

that's actually quite sad.

because i don't really like chinese songs...

until now.

But.

I shall limit myself to only

ONE chinese song.

yep

yesterday got cell at cecil's house

as usual.

i went early for the prayer meeting

quite good

then played games...

we played the makan game

the game where each of us

are named after a food

and when somebody call our food names,

we will have to stand up and walk around with that guy.

then when he says "MAKAN",

we have to find a seat and sit down

there will always be one man standing

and he will be the next one to call out the names

we can have the whole group playing in this

it's real fun.

i got kena 2 times le.

very sad.

just because i got the name

" いちご "

(ichigo - strawberry in jap)

i got called out almost every turn.

wah

really tiring but fun.

at the last round, liyun kena.

heng not me sia.

or else i feel paiseh.

lolx.

the praise and worship was

SUPERB.

led by jerry and angie.

brother eric didn't come.

anyways.

it was really powerful

as we could feel the presence of God.

later.

the surmon given by angie

was GREAT as well.

it was part B of what we did last week.

last week was "success"

this week was "failure"

it was really great

and it woke me up...

so now.

I have decided to take

my education seriously

i am not going to be a failure

but a successful child of God.

ain't it just cool??

lolx.

going for service later.

before that gotta go for bs.

last week didn't go church,

was sick.

had a fever which lasted for 3 days.

now.

i must go

rain or shine

i don't care.

must go.

hahas.

logging off now...

byes...

harlos

2006-02-17T15:44:00.000+08:00

hello people!! welcome to my newest blog...

going to post here from now onwards!!

blahx...